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Happy birthday Ann, it feels like forever since I heard your voice but I can still hear it in my head. Not a day or a moment passes where I don’t think about you. I miss you so much it hurts. Wish you here to celebrate your birthday, the last one we spent together was where Tye and I surprised you with a Big Mac for dinner while Jerry was at appointment/meeting. I can still hear you say “you’re not just my daughter in law but also my friend and family.”
Ann you became my mom, my friend, my mother in law.
Until the day we get to finally see each other again I’ll just keep remembering your voice and your hugs.
I love you Ann, you are a beautiful person inside and out.
It’s your birthday today and you would have 75 this year. The last birthday of yours that we spent together was at your apartment and I bought you a Big Mac for dinner, this is when Tye and Jerry and I were living with you in a one bedroom. If I could go back an relive those months I would. I wish I could! I still have your number saved in my phone because I can’t bring myself to delete it. I miss you every day, I miss your phone calls and voicemails if I didn’t answer right away, I miss your laugh and I miss when you got mad and swore because when you sore it was like listening to an angel with a potty mouth. I wish I could dial your number and that you would pick up, I wish could have one more hug from you and you holding my hand telling me everything was going to be okay. But most of all I wish that you are at peace and until we see each other again I know you are always with me no matter what. I feel your presence and I want to tell you that I love you and I miss you .
I can’t believe that this is the second year that we can’t celebrate your birthday with you. I miss singing happy birthday to you and seeing you have this smile from ear to ear, I miss your beautiful smile. I miss everything that you were and are to me. My heart still shatters the same way it did when I heard them say you were gone, it’s like a big part of me left. I know we only had a few years but they mean everything to me and I cherish them and wished I had more with you!
I love you and I miss you so much, happy birthday mom.
You’ve been really on my mind lately and I wish I could just call you and talk like we use to or that I could sit beside you in your room and we have our chats like we use to.. everything has changed and in another way everything seems the same.
You would be shocked with how big Winston has gotten and if you heard all of his names he has gotten you would pee your pants from laughing so hard.
Jerry or I mentions you every day and Tye talks about you more than I honestly thought he would. You had a huge impact on everyone, Ann!
I love you mom so much!!
It’s been a year with you not here and your just as missed as the first day I woke up and realized I couldn’t talk you.I have had quit a year ups and downs and I really wish you were here to talk to and give me advice but I am tring some days I just can’t seem to win.I often think about you and some of times we talked and how much you really believed that good things would come to those who are good.I believe a lot of what you were about and I really hope and pray you are getting good returned to you because you really deserve nothing but the best. I love you with my intire heart and you will always be my mom the lady that loved and cared for me unconditionally.Thank you mom you were and always will be in my heart.
Yesterday I turned 29, all I kept thinking of was how I wish you were here and how I just wanted and needed to hear your voice! God I miss you so much!
Also I wanted to wish you a happy Mother’s Day, for 3 years I’ve either called or spent it with you. I would do just about anything to have another Mother’s Day with you! You are truly an incredible woman and a mother I idolize and also my mom too.
I love you so much and I miss you every day.
This morning I seen a chipmunk and it made me think of you.. the thing running throw my head was that I should call you and let you know because you loved chipmunks, sadly I’m not able to call you.. so I held my tears back and continued on with the rest of the day. Another thing that was helping me day to day since your passing was the fact that Jerry and I brought your towels here.. I can remember being at your apartment and having a shower and I grab a towel, any towel it didn’t matter which one, and your hair would he intertwined into the towel. Gosh it made me mad at the time but having it now it made me smile and cry. Unfortunately there is no more of your hair tangled in the towels anymore. I balled my eyes out cause of it!
God I miss you Ann so flipping much!!
Love you sooo freakin much
Finally feel as though all these years of putting up with such ungrateful people you deserve to have them feel what it's like to be thrown away like trash.I promise they will feel the pain
It’s been just over 6 months since you’ve been gone. And honestly it still hurts just as much as it did the day you passed away. My heart is shattered without you here! I wish you were still here with me, I’d do anything to have you back! I know it’s selfish but I don’t care, I miss you mom.
You would have been 73 years old today. You’re missed terribly by Jerry and myself! Not a day goes by that we don’t think about you mom.
The pain and hurt of losing you hasn’t subsided it’s still heartbreaking.
We all love and miss you!!
It’s going on 5 months since your beautiful face has left us, everyday I’ve thought about you and about how much I miss you and wish you were here still! I’ve almost called your old number numerous times. I miss our 3 hour phone calls, I miss our chats, I miss laying beside you in your bed talking and just being with you!
I can hear still hear you saying “judist priest”, I giggle every time I think about it.
You had a huge impact on my life with only the short time you were in it. You were everything that I needed in a mom and a friend!
The twit and I made a tree stump into a heart for you and we all including Tye put your favourite things around it. It’s like having you here with us!!
I miss you mom and I know Jerry most defiantly does! Even Tye misses you in his own way, you impacted and touched and blessed all our lives!!
Love you so much my heart is broken with you gone.Its not your fault but I am trying and Jena is sad as well but she has been my real support .I want to tell you so much stuff and get your thoughts .I look for you in everything but there are not any real signs I need something to let me know your with me cause with out that I have only a broken heart.
I bet your annoyed with the candles probably saying there pretty but dont waste your day lighting those stupid candles and buy the way coke is on sale at shoppers today and we only have 60 dollars in our account.Lmao
I want you back but i know it's never going to happen.I do have great memories of you and me and that's what makes it so hard to take.You didnt love me less for my screw ups but always made me feel wanted or needed.I guess you made me feel as though I had some special gift that I could do anything.That was amazing but the only gift was having you by my side for my entire life.I wish I could have given you a better life and made it easier for you.I really regret being so closed off towards you it was me never you.I just feel like I could have and should have been a better son.I think about you every day and I hope and pray that you are in a happy and safe place and that if I never see you again in some spiritual way that you will always know that I loved you more then any person or thing in exsitinse.
Today I picked it my phone to call you..
before I started to dial I remembered you were gone, it’s not really getting any easier being without you. I hope in time it does!
Love you mom
Jerry and I finished your apartment this weekend.
Honestly I’m glad it’s done but I’m heartbroken and beyond sad that we won’t be going to moms anymore and it really set in that you are truly gone. I miss you terribly but I know you’re never truly gone! Love and miss you mom
Hi mom I am missing you so much I cant believe your not hear I want back so bad.I never felt this much hurt in my life and I need you.I know it's not going o happen but its crazy how much you meen to me.I love you so much mom
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